Excerpt from my book - Week 28

While we are creating so many crazy pictures and horror movies in our head, believing all this fictional bullshit we constantly tend to underestimate ourselves and relieve our own God given potential. Why are we so stupid? Why do we identify ourselves with our thoughts and our mind? Why don't we choose to work in alignment with the universe, our mind, body and soul. 

In meditation, we'll learn that too - normally it should work, right?

So one day I sat up and asked myself:
"Natalie, to be honest with you. Cute little girl.  Let's suppose today is your last day on this planet earth. Today is the last time you are allowed to sit here in Paris, after your dancing lessons, enjoying your meal. Today is the very last time you can breathe fresh air, laugh and makes others smile, give unconditional love, be loved by others, think something new, create your life, dance or feel your own body.

Let's suppose and just think about it that today is really the very last time that you may meet other people and talk to them, listen what they can teach you. Today is the very last time you may learn something new, you may learn that life is not about you. 

If today is the last day, the last time you can feel this life and see all those bright colors, feel the sensations and the energies of others - would you really allow yourself to think in such a negative, self-destructive way about you and your life?

Would you honestly allow yourslef to attribute such a negative rating to the last challenge or would you say:

"Wow, today I've learned a lot and it challenged me. How nice it is that I wasn't bored this day, that I am still allowed to learn something.
How incredible it is that I was able to dance with others today, that I was able to experience and see the beauty of dance and human nature.

How wonderful it is to talk to my best friend and my family. How breathtaking the moment was were I was able to make others smile a little bit more often."

If today is really your last day, has your performance really been worth as much as you think?
Isn't it much more important, how you feel going to bed, being conscious about your own mortality.

Tomorrow, all these feelings are gone. Your performance, your money, your beautiful clothes has no value anymore.

All that you worry about now has no value anymore because you are just dead. Don't let this time be the only one where you feel stable within you. 

Why is it so hard for you to decide to be happy right now?

Happy with yourself, with your performance, with your dance and your talent.
Happy and absolutely calm that all that you did today came from your highest self.
Happy about how you lived and loved today, conscious about the level of energy you shared with others. 
Because this day could be your last and you are the one who is responsible for your happiness, no one else.

In the end of your life, it does not matter how much money  you've earned, how beautiful you looked - it doesn't matter at all.

People will forget it and only a small part of the world knows who the fuck you are. So do not think that you are so important, that all what you do will change the world. Focus on this one day, do your best for this single life you have and be fully alive. 

Why are you wasting your time worrying so much about what other people think of you? 

If today is your last day, then you should decide to create this day like never before. You won't give anyone permission to influence your feelings or positivity. If you want to be positive, then be it. People sometimes expect from you to be sad or angry. If you don't like feeling those emotions, then don't feel them. You are just a stepping stone away from abundance, a full-fledged life.

Then you decide to love wholeheartedly, to simply do it without thinking too much, to not take yourself to seriously, to approach life with more humor and joy.
Actually, it's not that hard as you always thought, right?

If today is your last day, then you  want to make the best out of this one day, the most beautiful day you've ever experienced.
Not outward, not for others, not to impress others or to prove yourself finally being loved, good enough. Then you decide to enjoy this day so much that you will start cry because of the joy and gratitude rushing through your body and soul for this last day. Just because you enjoy being joyful and fully alive, truly pleasent within yourself, just because it feels good and you like good feelings more than negative thoughts, anxiety or stress.
You just decide that the opinion of others doesn't matter.
All those weird things you worried about for so long - all that is no longer relevant to you.

If today is your very last day, the only thing really important is how much you were connected with your true nature, how happy you were being fully alive. 

Maybe today is your last day. 
So let us choose to thank God and the universe and start to love deeply, to take care of this small piece of life, to take care of others and this planet.
So let us choose to educate acceptance, tolerance and respect - with all that is necessary to break the only war causing every problem in this world - the fight against our own body, the fight against ourselves.

Who knows if we will wake up tomorrow. I mean, I hope so. I am not really a pessimist I am just remembering you that you are mortal. You know, one day it's just over. So take care of this piece of life. 

But if we are allowed to live a new day and a new life, then let us promise ourselves, then we commit to it and while opening oureyes we'll meet directly the decision from our Higher Self to live this new day, this new life in a sate of gratitude and abundance.
We commit ourselves to be a light to others because we understand that this life has an end and you don't have that much time to argue with someone, to love less, to feel negative emotions, to don't follow your dreams, to don't stand up for yourself. 

Because maybe today is my last day and I just want you to know that being worried and pissed off is a self- made habit, just as being fully alive, happy, optimistic, positive, truly pleasent. When you wake up this day, you are already more successfull than millions of other people. Learn to walk with a sense of joy trough your life, practice your awareness and your perception. Be conscious about your mortality.
God bless you." 

Thank you, 
Natalie

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